Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Question !!!


And here the ends starts .. I'll break it to little pars .. My story my life my last chance
No one can answer me and if any one did , I wont like it .. Coz I don�t believe in them anymore
Am I really that bad not to derives a better chance .. Or I didn't work hard for it this time
They didn't believe in me .. Even they didn't agree to give me anther chance ..
Do I have to pay for my mistake till the date they can't find anything else to take
Or I just play it cool .. And say yes okay .. And be just a big fool
They say am going to lose .. Like I did all over my life
To lose and even lose the thing I lost
Even the sadness of loss am not allowed to show .. Why !!
Coz it's my mistake
I didn't wake up all night and study
I didn't work till u fuck the shit out of my body
I didn't say the truth when I sow someone hates me
I didn't and I didn't and I didn't
And the only thing they see I can did
Is to lose .. To distort
They never asked me it really hurts
They never told me .. Sorry .. Next time will be better
And fall son and stand up stronger as if they enjoy it
All they care about is work and study
Like am no body for them
And now .. I want give up
On my dead body
I wont let them smile and tell me ..
Here are u .. Like u always do ..
I'll win this fight
And I'll prove that I've been always right
But still ..
No body answered me and no one Well

2 Comments:

Blogger dolisa said...

Noone will answer u...they will always see u so small so ugly so fucking wrong....
by the they r the ones who always do mistakes and we have to say sorry for them ...u'll always be bad in their sight so what dont care about them coz u'll fall but they will be still standing they will laugh at so hard at the end Dont ever give up ..ASK ME

7:40 PM  
Anonymous dahlia said...

oh my god
am i really seeing my self
thats the same happenning 4 me
they always see me as if iam a little child
they feel wow how u did this.. when i finally make some thing right
but when all things go wrong all the blames are to be me
and when they are wrong we have to satisfy them that they are not bad
when they make mistakes with us we have to blame our selves they never do something wrong
they always want us in the top never a step down or this will be heal
u know i made my revolution and i will stike to it untill i prove they are all wrong
first it was hard as i never said no in my life
but after a while they seem to me that they will never understand
but i pray to help me god to stike to my situation ntill they say it or keep it that way to the end

3:10 PM  

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